For val to answer? so i talked to rolands mom.. she said hes mopy and what not. i guess he asked her if she talked to me today. and at that point she hadnt so she said no and hes was just oh ok and moppy about it. so thats good. she told me I shoiuldnt talk to him til the weekend at least because the point needs to be made and he needs to realize his consciences which is true and if id talk to him now it would just be like a game nad not reality which is right.. i feel alot better for the moment. but like i wrote before it got deleted is that i read on his myspace that he met some girl last night and i deleted what she sent him. ha. i dont care. dont touch... and dont talk to him.. my mom told me to call him but i think she just wanted me to stop crying.. i watn to be with him i love him but he needs to change and i need to do what it takes to show him that he eneds to do that. and iknow this is right. she said he went out job hunting today which is good so that is good hes makin changes

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6 months ago

r u getting off at 5%26gt;? i hope so. i got a ride home now

6 months ago

the people in my life shoudl be supportive of whatever decision i make. because thatswhatpeople do that care about other..i oviously wouldnt get back with him if changes werent made. but it doesnt chagne we made our life together and we were engaged...u know urself he aint all bad. he has issues nad if eventually he deals with them that a different story then what is going on right now. because some girl wrote u him and said it was nice to meet him last night doesnt mean he was out hiting on some gril or whatever. it does mean im sure he was at the bar and he met her there. it what manner who knows. u dont ? urself that he loves me we know he does.. hes just messed up and when people in ur life are messed up u try to help them. when help doesnt work u have to have hard love where u just dont talk to them so they can reliazze what they are doing is wrong.a dn im just hopign he reazlis that and does **** about it. if not then no i will never be with him agian

6 months ago

I dont remember the person he was I know the person he is. When u live with someone as long as I have u know them pretty well.. Yea there are alot of **** that would have to change. im not a dumb girl i know the difference between what i should do and what i shouldnt do...i dont care where he lives if he watns to be with me those changes will be made. im not gonan be like yhea lets me together becuase u say u want to change. no i want to see change which is quite the difference between epople not changing nad people changing. i knwo they dont change very often. im very aware of that. and thats where u see if they want to be wtih you that bad. hes aware of the problem with himself. he either fixes it or he dont. its not really my decision if we would be together or not. its his.. make the changes or dont. without those being made there is no hope. thats for sure. u can say whatever u want im not gonna get mad and start a fight with you

6 months ago

you have ur opinion and i understand why u feel that way. i dont want to be with someone that scares me or that i could think could so something to physically hurt me.. and i wont be with someone like that. i love him. i love him with all my heart but im not a stupid girl.. ive put my foot down and it wont get lifted without changes.. ill cryt as much as i want miss him as much as i do but im not gonna put myuself back in a situation i dont feel 100 percent conmfortable with period.. u shoudl believe that becasuie its true. im not going to do that.!!! ever aigan if i can help it

6 months ago

yea we need to stop talking about him... anyways. u getting off at 5? its finally the afternoon but the fact that is only 118 still really blows...im ready for 5 oclock. im not feelin this place today nad my eyes hurt so bad from my own bullshit that is just blows to be here. its sooo slow. so i get work to do here nad that for a few seconds every hour but thats it.. its super stupid.

6 months ago

i know and i cant figure anything out to pass the time. it just feels like the end will never come. i cant believe how slow this day is.. its like damn!!!!!!!!!!!!!! can we get some time added on to what time it already is...lol...

6 months ago

r we gonna get pt tests tonight?

6 months ago

wow that is a really good price.. we could totally afford that. grrrr.. i hate the fee places. we dont ahve oney to give some stupid place money to give us a listing for a house. if i remember right that crap was like 175 a feww years ago it was rediculous.

6 months ago

lol. yea nad cyrus would never beleive it im sure. not his hope she would never do anything like that..lol.. she is the most wrong person ever. she is just wrong

6 months ago

i dont know what is wrong with sue that is a different topic all together. that lady is sad. like i said i think she is slowly just dying anyways. they should probally just sign her into the hospital agianst her will. actually its probally hte hospitals fault shes like this. i dont know what goes on in there but people dont come back the same.. remember wehn she almost drove her car off the cliff and she got signed into the hospital.. its actually after that that is got really bad.. grrrr. what is up with holy spirit hospitals psyc ward. like what ist here percentage of success? because everyone i know that just gave up to go get help hasnt really been better since then

6 months ago

No I agree with you. something needs to be done becuase she is slowly dying.. its sad how skinny she is. and how much she sleeps she probally can sleep that long because her body is slowly dying

6 months ago

I dont knwo what that would do.. i mean im sure stan knows something needs to happen. i dont know i dont care ill do whatever u feel is best.

6 months ago

wtf i do care ....why woul du say that..i just dont see what having a converstaion with stan away from the house about how his wifes dying which he watches everyday not us is going to help or do anything. yea someone needs to find out why stan hasnt sent her to the hospital or what he thinks of that idea.. but i dont know..

6 months ago

yea it is sad.. i thought we could help last night in our convo with her. but she was as tight lipped as someone can be and it sucked

6 months ago

yea i agree wtih you deinfilty... man 3:15 and counting!!!!! come on father time

6 months ago

i need a dang shower where im thinking about the shampoo. im gonna dye my hair. hey theres an idea. want to help. i have the dye at home... but i hate doing it myself becuase i get it everywhere

6 months ago

thats cool. works for me.. are we goign to fantastic sams

6 months ago

works 4 me......................................... for time to start moving

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yea its the only place that nearby that i trust so yea.

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